4 March

It's awful as you started to realize that you can't dining alone, watching horrible/ghost movie alone, staying alone. You don't feel happy when you're alone. You have to be with someone else to complete and brighten up your day. How pathetic is that.

I wonder what had happened to me.

I felt restricted here. Seems like I can do whatever I want here, but in fact I'm not. I have never felt this way before.

When you need someone there, there is no someone. ;'(