I MISS YOU

I miss you. More and more as day goes by. Life is getting pretty tough here. Presentation and exam in the next week, I'm stressed out! Hope there's a shoulder for me to rely on. There's a person which I can talk to and share my burdens. 

I still love you and I do. But I'm just tired. Too tired in this relationship. How I wish something happens    and let me feel that this love is still worth to try. How I wish I am insane and blinded again. I just have no confident and faith to hold on anymore. I'm disappointed. I can't talk much to you and I don't even want to hear your voice. Cause I know! I will be melted by your voice. But I can't pretend there's nothing between us! I don't wanna cry over and over for the same problem anymore. 

Life ain't good here, I just wish to see you and rely on you right now before I fall myself apart ;( 

CURRENT OBSESSION

My current obsession. Can't help I miss your smell every second.

You have promised to read my blog everyday. Do you still remember? Am I the only one who remember all our promises and our dreams. Scrolling back all the pictures we have taken in the past year. Not much but I have to look at all the pictures before I fall myself to sleep. I AM SO STUPID!

LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP

Being million miles away from your partner ain't easy. It is really hard especially for a girl like me who is too rely on me boyfriend. I have my all time wrapped up in my boyfriend, I am inconsolable and terribly depressed when he left UK. Unable to sleep at night he is stuck on my mind every time I try to sleep.

We have no mutually agreed-upon end goal of our relationship. I wish to marry at the young age but boyfriend isn't feel the same. This is not a big deal but we're lack of trust and confidence in this relationship. Perhaps only god knows where will this love goes to. NO IDEA WHY I STILL CAN'T TRUST YOU 100%.

Anyway, things are getting better now. At least I am able to sleep now. Not everyday but few days in a week. Hopefully it will be better in the future.

Some pictures to keep you up to date to my daily life.

Healthy breakfast. Cereal with almond, fruits and Pooh (xiao pooh pokomo) are the great combination to kickstart the bustling day.

Stressful and overwhelming. It's only the first week. 7 chapters to read and few case studies. 

Pissed off! No progress ;(

Xiao pooh is the best companion ;)

P/S: I MISS YOU BADLY.

LIFE MOVES ON

Life has taught us that love does not consist of gazing at each other, but looking together in the same direction. This is also what you have taught me, looking for the same goal together. Now, I guess our goals are pretty obvious. I work hard for my master, you work hard to get a great job. We know this ain't easy but we always got each other support. You are my comfort my safe harbour, the shelter from heavy rain and gale. Besides, make efforts to our relationship as well.

The pain, heartache, heartbreaking are still there. Your leaving is definitely taken me from paradise to hell. I fall myself apart and crying like nobody seeing in the cab after sending you off. Living in the room full with the sweet memories with you is too cruel.

P/S: Mr. Dino, can you please show me how you care? Is it that hard? It definitely will brighten up my day! I'm still very doubt of you! Woody.

Just to keep you up to date to my daily life.

Audrey Hepburn is in the room ;)

Part of my text books for the first semester. Three more to come. Hope they won't screw me up!

Went for high tea this afternoon. Gotta do some outings to avoid me crying my eyes out!

4 March

It's awful as you started to realize that you can't dining alone, watching horrible/ghost movie alone, staying alone. You don't feel happy when you're alone. You have to be with someone else to complete and brighten up your day. How pathetic is that.

I wonder what had happened to me.

I felt restricted here. Seems like I can do whatever I want here, but in fact I'm not. I have never felt this way before.

When you need someone there, there is no someone. ;'(

The Perfect Valentine

Dine together in room with champagne or wine will do. Chat to each other, watch a great movie, cuddling. Simple, comfortable, cozy and sweet. No need high heels, fancy dress, high class restaurant(which is always crowded during Valentine's day), heavy make up. That's too much. Simply not my things. A simple love letter and the quality of time spend to each other are far more precious and valuable than costly present.

Romantic movies for Valentine's Day

There are the 2 must-watch movies for this coming Valentine's Day.

Like Crazy

I want to watch this movie so much! It reminds me of an old movie "Serendipity". A girl from UK meets her Mr. Right at US. Mutual attraction and fate bring them together at the right time, right place.

Distance is the cruelest thing ever.

The Vow