I MISS YOU

I miss you. More and more as day goes by. Life is getting pretty tough here. Presentation and exam in the next week, I'm stressed out! Hope there's a shoulder for me to rely on. There's a person which I can talk to and share my burdens. 

I still love you and I do. But I'm just tired. Too tired in this relationship. How I wish something happens    and let me feel that this love is still worth to try. How I wish I am insane and blinded again. I just have no confident and faith to hold on anymore. I'm disappointed. I can't talk much to you and I don't even want to hear your voice. Cause I know! I will be melted by your voice. But I can't pretend there's nothing between us! I don't wanna cry over and over for the same problem anymore. 

Life ain't good here, I just wish to see you and rely on you right now before I fall myself apart ;( 

CURRENT OBSESSION

My current obsession. Can't help I miss your smell every second.

You have promised to read my blog everyday. Do you still remember? Am I the only one who remember all our promises and our dreams. Scrolling back all the pictures we have taken in the past year. Not much but I have to look at all the pictures before I fall myself to sleep. I AM SO STUPID!

LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP

Being million miles away from your partner ain't easy. It is really hard especially for a girl like me who is too rely on me boyfriend. I have my all time wrapped up in my boyfriend, I am inconsolable and terribly depressed when he left UK. Unable to sleep at night he is stuck on my mind every time I try to sleep.

We have no mutually agreed-upon end goal of our relationship. I wish to marry at the young age but boyfriend isn't feel the same. This is not a big deal but we're lack of trust and confidence in this relationship. Perhaps only god knows where will this love goes to. NO IDEA WHY I STILL CAN'T TRUST YOU 100%.

Anyway, things are getting better now. At least I am able to sleep now. Not everyday but few days in a week. Hopefully it will be better in the future.

Some pictures to keep you up to date to my daily life.

Healthy breakfast. Cereal with almond, fruits and Pooh (xiao pooh pokomo) are the great combination to kickstart the bustling day.

Stressful and overwhelming. It's only the first week. 7 chapters to read and few case studies. 

Pissed off! No progress ;(

Xiao pooh is the best companion ;)

P/S: I MISS YOU BADLY.